I want to live again......

Of the days that I have spent
All the way that I have went
With a loneliness that creeps inside
With a heart that weeps and cries

I stay back while the time flows
I play blank while the end is close
And the past gets in my brain
And the past drives me insane

With people giggling, I stay quite
With stars twinkling, I crave for light
With birds flying, I see there flight
And people dieing as they fight

Treating life like I should be
Looking at things like I should see
Don’t know if I should agree
To the folly that breeds inside me

For all the sins that I have to pay
For all the words that I couldn’t say
I wish to do with it away
I just wish to start another day