More than a friend

When ever you breathe you will find me near
When ever you speak I would always be there to hear
I will be there to make you smile when you cry a tear
Do I still have to tell what I feel for you dear?

Things are no more the same
My world changed ever since you came
I didn’t blink my eye just to see you wink
Do I still have to tell what I think?

Everything I have is under your control
To you I have lost my soul
I want to be with you in happiness and bliss
Do I still have to tell what in my heart exists?

For your sake I have spent my nights awake
I will take your care even if my heart you break
Every time I think about you and me
What I am talking about can’t you see?

It would remain a mystery till the end
What you mean to me would you ever understand
You take me to be a friend but what do I do?
Why don’t you understand what I feel for you!

Me and my heart talking

Here is a story from the start
A glory within the territory of my heart
Through out you can single out each emotion
One moment you will smile and the other you will cry an ocean

Every night i have to do the same task
Answer the same question that my heart would ask
It would ask for her who made him beat
I tell him the truth and he yells that she wont cheat

He tells me that she made him melt
She made him feel like he never felt
He thinks he was loved but this i would deny
He would cry and reply back that i lie

She made the earth paradise
She had the most beautiful eyes
This is what he would always like to see
He still trusts her more than me

What can i do now
I have to tell my heart somehow
That girl never cared at all
How do i keep my heart away from the ditch in which he wants to fall

How can i forget you.....

Do you see things like i see
Do you ever think of me
Ever since you left me free
I have been searching for you within me

Life took such a steep turn
I am still waiting for my happiness to return
It was too late for me to learn
My heart could not be saved from the awful burn


It makes me smile when i think about past
It was a dream which somehow couldn't last
I couldn't stand the aftermath
I wouldn't let go things just like that


Your name makes me think of you again
You were the first who came and you will always remain
I aim to live with your memories though it would pain
Hiding out in sunshine and crying in rain................

What Went Wrong

Why did you go, I still want to know

What happened to the love which was supposed to grow?
Why did you leave when I wanted you the most?
Your betrayal is still haunting me like a ghost

Was I anticipating more?
Is it what I get for my ardor?
What was going in your mind?
When in your love I was going blind!

Was it a mistake to fall madly in love with you?
Your love was fake but mine was true
Was I just another stone on your way?
Was it so simple for you to kick me away?

All I wanted to share was love and care
Till the end I just wanted you to be there
You turned my heavenly world into hell
My heart is still in pain though I don’t tell

Someone

A mysterious fable that can never be solved

A series of emotions are always involved
A truth which is hard to face
A guilt which follows you in ever place

Someone cares for you a lot
Someone always has you in thoughts
Someone loves you a lot

For you the entire world someone has fought

Someone dies for you
Someone cries for you
Someone is always true
No matter what that someone will do
But you’ll still keep that someone under your shoe

You take someone for granted and I ask why?
Why do you deny the truth in front of your eye?
Why doesn’t your conscience separate the truth from lie?
Why do you become so callous and treat that someone with a sly

It doesn’t end the way you want it to end
Someday that someone will understand
Then it would be the other way round
When you will long to hear that someone’s sound

You will get what you gave
That someone will no longer be your slave
You yourself will make your own grave
That someone will be brave enough to lose his praise
Someone would give you back what you once gave

I will still love you

At last you finally broke my heart
So fast you broke it apart
You didn't even take time
Drew between us a thin red line

That red line is my bleeding soul
In my heart you have made a hole
I gave you the world and for you took all pain
I did it for you girl and you hurt me time and again

I deserted everything for your sake
You broke it what I was trying to make
It hurts because you didn't realize
For you I always had tears in my eyes

You gave me all the reasons to weep
You hurt me so deep that I couldn't even speak
The entire night turned out to be a week
You really made my emotions bleed

May be this is how i am to be left

But you are the one responsible for my heart's theft

Not now but eventually you will come to know

I am one such lover who will love you till my life will go

Lake

I was sitting alone
I was on my own
Pulling myself out of my comfort zone
I wanted to be in a place that I had never known

In my quest I came across a lake
It was a place where nothing was fake
The birds were flying around in peace
I was in the middle of intoxicating breeze

That place had its own aroma
For the first time I wanted to lose my persona
I didn’t feel it mandatory there to disguise
It was paradise which was right in front of my eyes

I went closer to the lake which looked so fine
I looked in the water and saw a shadow of mine
There was something of which I was unaware
A part of my heart which was missing there

In the flowing water a tear dropped
She came in my mind and those tears never stopped
Every tear that i cried went in that lake
My love for her was more than i could take

Dont Smoke

Smoking weed in the air

Taking things like you don’t care

You do all this to call your self a player

The truth is that all this time you have been unfair

For few seconds of fun

You don’t realize what you have done

It’s about time for you to learn

Your life might just be the next one

You destroy your life and others too

You are taking your life and of the person standing next to you

Destroying your lungs and not letting fresh air through

I am sorry to say but the years you are left with are few

Think of your family and friends

Don’t let the toxic touch your hands

Be away from all such trends

Wake up my friend before your life ends

Think of it and keep it in your head

Live a healthy life rather than living dead

You take the sweet poison but what about the threat

Don’t cradle your self to your grave just like that

Miss You

How do I tell
How I feel
Now life is hell
Without you nothing seems to appeal

In a corner I sit aloof
It feels like graveyard under this roof
It looks like my end is near
I miss you more than ever I swear

Darkness prevails around me
Not a single beam of light I can see
I am missing something desperately
Without you it pains like I am stung by a bee

When i look around i feel so low

Wihout you my life becomes so slow

The time appears to be still

Things are going against my will

Then there is moon at night

In the dark the only source of light

I look out my window with delight

Thinking that you are missing me the way i am missing you tonight

One day

One day it will be all set and done

I will lose you and you will never return

Some day such a time will come

When i will be miles away and you will feel no concern

There will be a day

When i will long just to hear you say

It will happen some day
When i will die unable to bear our separating ways

Everyday to god a single thing i pray

Keep you safe on the cost of taking my life away

I will always be waiting for you in this very place

With a wish to see your smiling face

One day i will not be there to take your care

We may not meet but my love would still be there

In the years to come you will see me all alone

I wish you knew my life is with you else on my own

When such a day will come, i will be a worried person

About your sadness how would i learn

By that time you will be so far

I will not even know how and where you are?

A soldier's story

What i want to tell you,would make you feel sad
But the truth is that some stories end bad


I was a normal guy
Had my own dreams and used to fly high
Then one day i thought i'll serve my country
Would clean it rather than making it dirty

Thinking of nothing but me and my country

Nothing i could see but my love for my country

Not taking the air force neither going for sea

All i could see was my services to be rendered for military

Time went by and i was glad
Now that i was married and a son i had
Away from my family i used to feel sad
But there was no other choice that i had

How i felt only i know and i never used to show

The fellow soldiers also felt so but we took a woe

Our famliy was important,But more important was fighting our foe

I felt like i was dying not steady but slow

What i got was the news of an upcoming war
An event which i was least looking for
Before the sun rise we had to run
There was no time to waste and no time for fun

Here i am with a bullet in my chest

I wish i could survive but i am not blessed

I feel the pain but it pains more

When i think of my loved ones, the reason i was living for

My house where my family stays
My spouse who has been waiting for me all these days
My dream to see them again
My dreams now burning like paper in flame

I know in this war some one was to die

This is the truth,i wish if i could lie

I want to cry but like this my end wont go by

Yes my last wish was to wish my family good bye..................................

Cravings

I wanna tell you something that I feel

Hell! I don't know if it's gonna appeal

My deep dreams which I put in a seal

No more i want to conceal and want to tell what I feel

These are my cravings I just can't fight

These are my savings

On which i want to put light

I just got to be with you some how

Looking in your eyes I wanna hold you now

I want to make love to you every now and then

I really feel it honey and I don't know since when

These are my craving
I cant break the spell of infatuation

My life you are saving

Just trust and never leave me in any situation

I wanna take you over the sea and ocean
Drink love potion and let go my private emotion

I'll fight with your darkest fears

Make you laugh never letting you show me your tears

These are my cravings
To make you stay in my heart

These are my praying

To never end and never start things from the start

Can't get through I don't have a clue
Can't judge what's fake what's true

Things like this never happened before, I swear on you

If I have something,worth having

That's you

These are my cravings
That I have got

With my lonliness enoght i have fought

I don't know if it will be true or not

To ask you whether I am close to you or not

Broken heart

This is the biggest blow

Enought to get me crashing to my toe

No one can see my tears silently flow

None can stop me from dieing slow

Wrethched myself to see her happy face

Fetched tears for myself till the end of days

Devoured my dream instead of giving it a chase

I got stuck while helping her get out of her dreadful place

I think about it all day long

Feel silence where people usually throng

To me what i did was very wrong

Killed my own feelings for her which were so strong

Straight from my eyes on my hand
I cried an ocean which felt short of land
Those tears i had never planned
She unknowingly stumbled me while i was trying to stand


How do i collect the pieces of my heart
It scattered everywhere when it burst apart
It shattered everywhere bit by bit
It would take a life time if i try to fix it

Each word is true

I am so sick and so tired of it

It always happens like this

Every time my love i try to confess

I always end up in a big mess

I now realise what in past i have done
It had always been infatuation

One girl helped me open my eyes

Love in true sense she made me realise

Watching me alone she pulled my hand

The next moment i felt i was in wonderland

Through my heart feelings crossed

In my own dreams i got lost

It was the biggest mistake of my life

It didn't take me much time to realise
She had been commited which i came to know late
All this time i have been dreaming of her as my soul mate

You can make out what i am reduced to

I broke my heart and there is nothing i can do

I try to get along but i cant get through

I saw a dream which couldn't even come true

Silently i cry

Deep down i die

My love i had to deny

Nothing left to try so to her i lie

I dont blame her nor do i blame me

None of us is wrong, you see!

I feel my love would win when i will make her see

How much happier she could have been with me