Back again with VeNgEaNcE

Turned down time and again
Burned as I turned in excruciating pain
Never knew someone would put me in grief
That people around would deceive

I got things completely wrong
Was fooled for so long
Never knew where I would belong
It proved wrong what I felt made me strong

Takes a minute to break
What it takes years to make
Takes emotions to shape
Yet took a second for heart to break

I am tired of it now
I want to live somehow
I never made myself prime
But I won’t let the same happen this time

Yes I am back again
Don’t want to cry in rain
Yes I am back again
This time with vengeance in my brain

It was my fault to be quite
I won’t halt because now I am on ignite
I am now going to stand my ground
With no more heartily feelings I am bound

Would strangle myself
But won’t melt
Would never ask for any one’s help
But won’t feel what I felt

Bring it on baby
You heard me right
You saw my good side maybe
Now see the devil inside

Say what ever you can behind me
Don’t have guts to do so in front of me
When ever I catch you red handed I swear
Would tear you to pieces then and there

If only

If only you knew
How lonely I feel without you

If only you had a clue
How intensely I miss you

If only I could tell
How deeply in love I fell

If only my heart beat you ever felt
How miserably with every tear I dealt

If only night would never come
How lonely every day I would become

If only I could forget
How as strangers once we met

If only my pain you could realize
How could you escape these sad eyes

Am i lost?

Nothing is in our hand
No where do we stand
Around beach what we call sand
Might turn up to be a devastated land

Who was close is now far away
I lost what I thought was my way
How do I get over this excruciating dismay
The night bites me and so haunting is every single day

Want to change
But I need to stand my ground
Feels so strange
But I have to forget that sound

I had been addicted
So I repent now
I had been badly hit
But I have to forget everything somehow

Through words feelings I share
My sweetest dream, my worst nightmare
But there’s still a part of my heart
Which I gave to someone somewhere out there