Am i lost?

Nothing is in our hand
No where do we stand
Around beach what we call sand
Might turn up to be a devastated land

Who was close is now far away
I lost what I thought was my way
How do I get over this excruciating dismay
The night bites me and so haunting is every single day

Want to change
But I need to stand my ground
Feels so strange
But I have to forget that sound

I had been addicted
So I repent now
I had been badly hit
But I have to forget everything somehow

Through words feelings I share
My sweetest dream, my worst nightmare
But there’s still a part of my heart
Which I gave to someone somewhere out there